“But, after you get to know them, will you still love them?” The veteran missionary’s question, asked when my husband and I, new recruits, first arrived in Japan forty-three years ago, startled us. Fresh off the plane only weeks before, our shiny eyes were full of stardust and excitement over God’s call to proclaim the Gospel to the Japanese people.
We had been warned that God had not called us to a romantic tourist’s adventure, but every day brought new novelties–shopping at the grocery store, driving on the other side of the road, greeting our Japanese neighbors.
But unlike tourists who go home, with snapshots and stories, we stayed, committed to the long haul. Slowly, silently, the shine dimmed, replaced by the growing awareness of what we had agreed to do–give our lives to share Jesus in a resistant field, where, contrary to all the welcoming smiles, only one out of two hundred Japanese claimed any relationship to Christ.
Real loving and giving opportunities surfaced after the novelty waned–when small irritants loomed large, when the other side became the wrong side, when we realized trips home to see family and friends were spaced four years apart.
After two years of intense language study, when we could communicate and comprehended the words people said, we struggled with understanding them. We had entered the second wave of culture shock–finally grasping what people said, but incredulous that anyone in his right mind could think that way.
You don’t need to live overseas for more than three weeks to face the loss of the sparkle of “new.” Buy a new house, move to a new town, start a new job, become a newlywed, bring a new baby home from the hospital…after a period of time delight often gives way to dissatisfaction.
No matter where we live in this world, we are all in danger of losing our wonder, of our childlike joy growing jaded. A Welsh proverb describes this weariness when what once wowed us turns into the daily grind: “It’s a long road that has no turning.”
When glitter no longer gleams, what then? When the joyous “Yes” to God’s call to serve Him at home or abroad turns into a life sentence? What’s the remedy for restoring a couple’s relationship when their honeymoon ends? What’s the a solution when fantasies bump into facts and disillusionment descends?
Our answer lies in looking at God’s way of dealing with us when we daily fall short of His glory. Consider how He relates to imperfect people. He is not surprised when we fail, even when we grieve His Holy Spirit. He doesn’t “defriend” us, divorce us, or disown us when we sin. Instead, our Good Shepherd seeks straying sheep at great cost to bring us back to Himself. Even when we deny Him, He remains faithful.
His love contrasts dramatically with the world who appreciate and applaud–as long as the perks and pleasures of our company continue. But when the not-fun negatives outweigh a person’s positives, fair weather fellows abandon ship.
Man’s sinful nature, unplugged of power by the cross, may surprise born-again believers when it resurfaces. Our never enough flesh, although “crucified with Christ,” never stops trying to regain control. Self-centered souls, determined to avoid the pain of self-denial, demand, “My way or the highway.”
But God’s love is not based on our worth, our work, or what He gets out of our relationship. He loves us because that’s Who He is–LOVE. His abiding affection for the Adam’s race is not a fickle feeling, that ebbs and flows like the tide. Instead, it pours forth, constantly, an everlasting, never-ceasing River of Life.
Long after we lose patience with ourselves, our Heavenly Father remains long-suffering, not willing that any should perish. Rather than desert us, He draws near to His naughty children, correcting and comforting like a caring parent. His perfect–mature, well-seasoned–love remains steady and sure, regardless of our current performance.
The real test of the mettle of a missionary or a marriage comes when the the bright daylight of reality pushes back the starry-night of infatuation. When it happens, we face an important intersection: We can either eliminate everyone who offends us or we can chose to value and accept people, like God has accepted us.
“If we say that we share in life with God and keep on living in the dark, we are lying and are not living by the truth. But if we live in the light, as God does, we share in life with each other. And the blood of his Son Jesus washes all our sins away.”
Want to reflect God’s no-matter-what love as you journey through your days? Stop looking at others’ imperfections, including your own, and turn your eyes on the only perfect One. As we spend time in the Lord’s presence, we will shine like lights, showing the Way to those who share our corner of this world.